Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Letter to Me.

If I could write a letter to the me that was me a year ago, I would tell myself not to be so scared. I would tell myself to let my heart guide me. I would tell myself that it's okay to let old things go so new things can come into my life. I would tell myself that no matter what I did to try and stop it.. I would still end up marrying him.

It still freaks me out a little that I'm married. It kindof feels like a dream. Sometimes I'll ask JD if it feels real to him... and he always says it does. Then I feel guilty because I sortof feel like I'm pretending sometimes. Like, I don't know...really? Am I really married?

But then he says something I'm thinking before I say it or finishes my sentences or I come home from school and he's made something for dinner that I was craving or he plucks my eyebrows for me... and I remember that we really are married. And it's okay because everything about it is right. :)

2 comments:

Stefanie said...

ok... i just have to tell you that that picture of you and jd is soooo stinkin cute! i LOVE it!

Lindsey Paige said...

you and jd are precious.
and i get to see you in a month! :)