Saturday, April 24, 2010

And now I have a husband.

I have finished three years of college. I am turning 21 this summer. I'm thinking about the past few years and remembering the feelings and emotions of my heart. Two years ago, at this time, I was a bright-eyed freshman. I had one year at BYU under my belt, and not a clue what I wanted to do in the future. I wasn't in a relationship, but I had a lingering attraction for my high school boytoy. I wasn't sure what I wanted, and had no idea I would meet the man I'd marry in just a few weeks time. I had plans to return home to Texas and find a job. I didn't know I would work with all my closest friends and that we would spend most of our summer nights with a gang of cute boys from. . . who would've guessed?. . .Utah. I didn't know he'd take my hand and my heart would race, or that he'd kiss me and my inhibitions would disappear. I didn't know I would have to make big decisions, probably the hardest of my life. I didn't know I would have to break someone's heart to make anothers' smile. And to think. . . now I have a husband.

A husband: one who is nice to me even when I'm cranky. . .who doesn't get jealous of high school boy friends who want to catch up. . .who helps me calm down when I'm overwhelmed. A husband: one whose smile still makes me melt and who I still want to see at the end (and beginning, and middle!) of every day. I love you, hubby. I was just thinking about two years ago..

(Ps. Readers, I'm sorry this was a little bit of a sappy married post. I was just blogging about what's on my mind...)

1 comment:

Stefanie said...

Summer- I just have to say that you and JD are one of the most in love couples I have ever seen... and I love it. I love how obvious your love for each other is. I think that's really how it should be. You guys just make me really happy. and I wanted to let you know. I love you and hope your summer in DC is a lot of fun! Live it up! :) love ya!